Talil, I want you to know that I love you. Part of you and I, coming from me? It seems unreal. Looking down to know that the thing I've always wanted is here and I've only got to wait for it is so exciting that I can't even write down in words how I feel. There are concerns of course. How active will I be able to be in the later months especially where battle is concerned. No matter, I'll take myself out of it when time comes.
Illati scares me a little though, even though he claims that he won't hurt me for fear of the child, but....He and other parties scare me even though the thrill is high. Sometimes I think that I'm not fit to be a mother. Those instincts are supposed to come to you yes? I hope they'll come sooner than later.
Little baby in there, I love you more than anything, Talil your daddy loves you too. I want to give you the best life. You're coming into a wonderful family, the Tribe is going to help raise you like your their own. Norgoth said that he'll do anything to protect you and I. Westel....We're going to ask Westel to be your godfather. Hopefully he'll say yes because he's already such a great father with Anais. I love you.
